Comfortable in my own skin
(chuckle) I made it to last night's PPP, yes.
I was listless and depressed when I left the house -- it had been building during the day, while I had been arguing online, defending some negative-balance behaviors that I wasn't sure that I still fully embraced. But once I'm engaged in a debate, I can't concede the given issue... which sometimes leads me to doggedly hang on to points otherwise past their shelf life. A dark side of bloody-mindedness... (grin)
Anyway, I had a flash of insight while driving eastward over the Dumbarton Bridge, internal clouds cleared, some kick-backside music came on the radio, I roared up 880 going 85-90 in the Mustang and arrived confidently and feeling at peace with myself and others. And had an excellent time.
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I was listless and depressed when I left the house -- it had been building during the day, while I had been arguing online, defending some negative-balance behaviors that I wasn't sure that I still fully embraced. But once I'm engaged in a debate, I can't concede the given issue... which sometimes leads me to doggedly hang on to points otherwise past their shelf life. A dark side of bloody-mindedness... (grin)
Anyway, I had a flash of insight while driving eastward over the Dumbarton Bridge, internal clouds cleared, some kick-backside music came on the radio, I roared up 880 going 85-90 in the Mustang and arrived confidently and feeling at peace with myself and others. And had an excellent time.
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