one step forward, one back

I'm self-peeved, after yesterday... not because of work (got four proposal abstracts done and sent off) or home (Kevin's Little League, then two diffferent school Open House nights in sequence (saw Kevin's art exhibit and David's science fair project))... but I backslid in a social setting. Did not ask well, was awash in personal body-image issues, was timid and hesitant, shrank into a fetal position in a hot tub to avoid accidentally brushing against anyone (caretaking everyone there...). I don't know why I feel so... untouchable, or unworthy of affection at the moment. But I'm annoyed at myself -- the week had been going very well, otherwise. Must just try again.

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Happy second anniversary, geekchick!