I think your feeling like a pretender or a poser, your feeling not-included, is the crux if it. This isn't about whether you are (you wouldn't have been) but about how you feel. That's different, and there's not much about that anyone but you can do. I'm glad you're on the path toward moving the locus of control inward.
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Date: 2004-06-28 12:51 am (UTC)