impulsivity

[jay]

One of my problems is that my impulse control seems to be too binary... I seem to be either wide-open to suggestion, or completely repressed, tightly controlled. A P/J bit-flip... to extremes. Either roaring at 85, weaving through traffic like a madman, or staidly sitting in place at 60 in a slow lane. Suddenly disappearing to Jamaica, or quietly sitting in the corner at parties. Life would be smoother and less drama-prone if I could develop a "medium" speed, something with a degree of dynamism with still some boundaries and constraints...