jay: (flowers)
jay ([personal profile] jay) wrote2006-10-14 12:23 pm

An off weekend

In more ways than one... I feel down, isolated, bored, unloved, mostly useless. Like I have a talent for upsetting others, I've managed it with two different people today and it is only lunchtime. And things were suboptimal at W&S for me, with some tension and lots of processing with a couple of people. At least the brandy was appreciated.

These feelings aren't rational and will probably pass, but right now I'm not very good company. Which is only exacerbating the above.

[Update: I went ice skating this afternoon with Kevin, and feel much better. Endorphins and a good practice session helped. :) ]

[identity profile] brian1789.livejournal.com 2006-10-14 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
*like* to make? That's a funny concept... I'm generally driven by what's available, or what I can do without causing too much angst at home. Preferences come into play only WRT things like whether to buy groceries Saturday or Sunday afternoon.