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jay ([personal profile] jay) wrote2006-10-14 12:23 pm

An off weekend

In more ways than one... I feel down, isolated, bored, unloved, mostly useless. Like I have a talent for upsetting others, I've managed it with two different people today and it is only lunchtime. And things were suboptimal at W&S for me, with some tension and lots of processing with a couple of people. At least the brandy was appreciated.

These feelings aren't rational and will probably pass, but right now I'm not very good company. Which is only exacerbating the above.

[Update: I went ice skating this afternoon with Kevin, and feel much better. Endorphins and a good practice session helped. :) ]

[identity profile] cyan-blue.livejournal.com 2006-10-14 10:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Hugs, sweetie... sorry that it's being a hard weekend for you, and sorry that the troubles with others are making it hard to touch in on the feeling of being loved in general.

It's been on my mind to make plans with you for the upcoming weekends. I haven't yet for the coming weekend because I was waiting to hear if I was kidsitting for you and Pat if you went away then. And I only just learned that you were free on the following weekend, right before heading off on the road. Am very happy to make weekend plans with you and/or you+kids soon.

[identity profile] brian1789.livejournal.com 2006-10-15 12:32 am (UTC)(link)
I had been expecting to be in Colorado for work (hopefully with [personal profile] geekchick) the weekend after next, but that was cancelled a couple of days ago.

We still have those Great America season passes, after all...

[identity profile] cyan-blue.livejournal.com 2006-10-15 02:43 am (UTC)(link)
True... I'd be happy to go with you and the boys to Great America that weekend, if you like...