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Struggling a bit
Thanks for your collective support yesterday :-). I went home and crashed after dinner, sleeping 10 hours. Leaving the dishes undone, sigh. Two of three relationships have felt shaky over the past week, and I've been struggling to not obsess or lose focus altogether.
It doesn't help that I'm also dealing with weight issues -- over the past three trips, I've gained 11 lbs. Lack of exercise and too much travel have been prime culprits. But (body image) just looking at myself is depressing... my clothes are tight, and I'm now 23 lbs over my actuarial ideal weight. And (health) my blood pressure, which closely tracks my weight, is up to its highest level ever -- 140/95. I have a lot of work to do.
This morning... 7:30am and I've already had my first call from JL, and I'm busy working from home.
It doesn't help that I'm also dealing with weight issues -- over the past three trips, I've gained 11 lbs. Lack of exercise and too much travel have been prime culprits. But (body image) just looking at myself is depressing... my clothes are tight, and I'm now 23 lbs over my actuarial ideal weight. And (health) my blood pressure, which closely tracks my weight, is up to its highest level ever -- 140/95. I have a lot of work to do.
This morning... 7:30am and I've already had my first call from JL, and I'm busy working from home.
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*goes away for awhile*
Wow. That was much harder than it should have been (Mapquest couldn't deal with the intersection, or the Mall address; had to find an address for a nearby restaurant). And I was right, it's about 3 1/2 miles to the Fresh Choice from my house. Not an impossible walk, by any means, but a bit far for lunchtime on a weekday.