Tipsy from too much sherry, and exhausted. I should go to bed, but screw it, I think I'll wander around and look for bars instead. More Cuba libres, right...
i understand that 3 folks brian cares for a lot just left and he feels lonely. However drinking will only intensify those feelings not make them go away.
Actually, it was after more pain than only being left here alone, it was after hours of other processing as well. I wanted to relax and numb my feelings, and it worked well on both counts :).
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It's hard. I know, because I spent a week out there and I was at least in Madrid that whole time.
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lonely and exhausted
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