PPP

[jay]

Okay, I was hedging last night... but I overcame my insecurities and fears and went out to the PPP anyway, despite feeling like I'd be only marginally welcome. Told myself that while the feelings were real, they probably didn't reflect *reality*.

And I'm glad to have done so -- I had a very good time, and left feeling relaxed and loved and generally well-centered. So, more progress. :)

It was fun to circulate and visit... I was pleased to meet lynne_laughs from my LJ list. And spent my first time reconnecting with p3aches since she had the baby, six weeks ago (cute!). Received lots of hugs and cuddles and a few delightful kisses... hung out with tenacious_snail at times despite her becoming a Dreaded Authority Figure (red glowy headband, which I made her remove before kissing ;).

Clean-up, then staying late... lots of light from a full moon. (grin)

Only downside was that I got home late, and without a cellphone patgreene was worried...

Comments

[tenacious-snail.livejournal.com]

it is fairly easy to worry when you aren't where you expected to be, hours after you are expected, and there is no way to reach you.

[brian1789.livejournal.com]

I was struck by the similarities between patgreene's response Saturday night and yours on Monday night... (wry grin). I need to get my cell back.

[tenacious-snail.livejournal.com]

*nod* Yup.

I would say that my worries were also fed by the fact that I couldn't reach anyone via phone at HW *and* I worried that something had happened with Vincent.

I think I also may need better clarity about time stuff...like, I really wanted to just go to sleep, and wake up when you arrived. And I guess if I'd said that in advance, it would have worked. But as it was, I was afraid that if I fell asleep, I wouldn't get to see you. So that made me stay away in all sorts of stupid ways.

(yet another example of "Les doesn't consider a particular possibility, so therefore has no plans for that contingency.")