Whine, moan

[jay]

Calls to friends go unreturned, three people haven't replied to e-mails, my a.p. posts are largely ignored (well, that's typical), two LDRs are too busy to talk, and my closest local friend dumped me for lunch tomorrow in favor of a potential romantic interest. I tell myself that I should be patient, that it's just a busy time of year... oh, and my annual performance review is tomorrow. After I blew off an all-hands meeting today because couples-counselling with Pat ran late... sigh. I feel cut off and isolated, both at home, at work and in my social life.

Positives... well, David's neurological screening turned up nothing, this afternoon. And I had a very nice lunch at an Indian resturant with a different local friend. And the "check engine" light has disappeared after I fed the car 2 bottles of fuel-line cleaner.

Comments

[lizw.livejournal.com]

*sympathies*

[elynne.livejournal.com]

I've been sort of isolating myself - bang bang, Maxwell's silver hammer labled "Depression" came down on my head, ow. Of course, when I isolate myself because I'm depressed, people respond by leaving me alone, thinking that's what I want... and then I get more depressed because nobody's payint attention to me and nobody cares. :P At least now I can stand outside the cycle and see it happening, which takes a lot of power away from it. I still haven't quite gotten out of it, though. Bang bang...