Struggling a bit
Oct. 21st, 2003 07:49 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jayThanks for your collective support yesterday :-). I went home and crashed after dinner, sleeping 10 hours. Leaving the dishes undone, sigh. Two of three relationships have felt shaky over the past week, and I've been struggling to not obsess or lose focus altogether.
It doesn't help that I'm also dealing with weight issues -- over the past three trips, I've gained 11 lbs. Lack of exercise and too much travel have been prime culprits. But (body image) just looking at myself is depressing... my clothes are tight, and I'm now 23 lbs over my actuarial ideal weight. And (health) my blood pressure, which closely tracks my weight, is up to its highest level ever -- 140/95. I have a lot of work to do.
This morning... 7:30am and I've already had my first call from JL, and I'm busy working from home.
It doesn't help that I'm also dealing with weight issues -- over the past three trips, I've gained 11 lbs. Lack of exercise and too much travel have been prime culprits. But (body image) just looking at myself is depressing... my clothes are tight, and I'm now 23 lbs over my actuarial ideal weight. And (health) my blood pressure, which closely tracks my weight, is up to its highest level ever -- 140/95. I have a lot of work to do.
This morning... 7:30am and I've already had my first call from JL, and I'm busy working from home.
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Date: 2003-10-21 08:29 am (UTC)I guess I'll see you at the 10-something am meeting today? I have nothing to report at this point because I've been focusing on the other project; hopefully that won't be an issue today.
Any chance we can spend time together later today, after your lunch w Dawn? Going now...may not see a comment right away because I have to get ready to leave...