I feel awful...

Depressed, lonely and a social outcast. What a party. None of the three honoree/hosts are on LJ, so I'll be open. I have hit my head against two different walls in the past hour... intentionally, Waugh. It is bad enough to wander at a gathering from room to room, finding no one interested in talking, when one is in a group of strangers. It is much worse when this happens in a gathering that includes some of one's friends.

( Tearful self-pitying poor-baby rant follows )