*crash*

[jay]

Well, my generally-good mood lately had to end sometime... in this case, I managed to have both my jealousy and exclusion buttons pressed in a 5-minute period at the beginning of a gathering, and I spent most of the rest of the evening away by myself sulking (and dozing) outdoors. Sigh. My issues, and not constructive. patgreene actually thought I was upset at her... not so.

The gathering itself was overcrowded, and I had to sit out in the hallway... feeling peripheral and unimportant and unwanted. Getting there sooner would have helped, but we had to feed our kids and it is a long drive...

Time to pack now, I have a 5am pickup....

Comments

[tenacious-snail.livejournal.com]

w00t

I like this. If there is a Jay-and-Anna-containing pile, I am *so* there. And in addition to my beloved, I'm likely to be able to find one of the sweeties that I share with Anna nearby. Snuggly friend and my beloved are certainly enough to make my day, but hey, I'll take more if it is offered.

[brian1789.livejournal.com]

Well... I don't think she meant it quite *that* way, just that she wouldn't shrink away if I sat down on the floor next to her.

[tenacious-snail.livejournal.com]

I'm not quite sure what you thought I thought she was saying, but I was imagining something where you, enchantedwahine and I were all in easy arm reach and that would be likely to include head scritches, foot rubs, and the random affectionate squeeze. In addition, I'd get a kiss or two from you, and nose wiggles from polydreamz or akienm if they were around.

[brian1789.livejournal.com]

... what you said, up to "easy arm reach" (but nothing more implied).