An off weekend

[jay]

In more ways than one... I feel down, isolated, bored, unloved, mostly useless. Like I have a talent for upsetting others, I've managed it with two different people today and it is only lunchtime. And things were suboptimal at W&S for me, with some tension and lots of processing with a couple of people. At least the brandy was appreciated.

These feelings aren't rational and will probably pass, but right now I'm not very good company. Which is only exacerbating the above.

[Update: I went ice skating this afternoon with Kevin, and feel much better. Endorphins and a good practice session helped. :) ]

Comments

[cyan-blue.livejournal.com]

No need to keep it quiet... it's useful for those of us who love you to know where you're at emotionally. And these days you express the down moods in such a way that makes it clear that you know that they are temporary, and that's a good thing to hear.

I was actually surprised to read pure_agnostic's impression there, of your posting this kind of thing every few weeks - when I saw your post, one of my first thoughts was "Been a while since I heard you speak of feeling unloved..."

*hugs*